thinkin otherwise
Tuesday, January 9th, 2007Haven’t been here for long. I just don’t have time to do extracurricular stuff nowadays.. Besides, I don’t even know what’s going on around me. Do I have to bother what latest clothes and shoes are out?!
Damn, I really need to relax. But I can’t Battery exam is coming this month and I have to pass that along with the interview and the psychology test something. My dad will get furious if I gat kicked out from that school. I don’t want to get kicked-out!!!! And to think I never liked that school in the first place. The only thing that got me going are my new friends there. If they weren’t there to help me out, I would’ve gone wild.. It’s so ironic that I’m now kicking my butt just to stay and wear that blue and white uniform everyone wants to wear..
It even bothers me that sometimes I want to quit and take a course I would really love. Not that I don’t love nursing. It’s just that I also want to take a course close to my talent.. and it’s singing… I want to perform on stage, hear everyone’s applause and get rich! haha.. well, that’ll depend if you’re really good at it.
Reality check! That’s not gonna give everything I want. I used to think Broadway was my calling. But then, it’s hard to go look for a career not here where I belong. And Medicine would be a stable career for me.. My parents would be so proud of me..
Sigh, relatives are coming tonight so I gotta go. Just dropped by to.. uh, I dunno, I just miss writing things that aren’t for school.. hehe.. Ciao!
