dearCelisse

i don’t like it when people break their promises, breaks someone’s heart, break their trust and break everything else that person’s holding on to. My whole life, a lot of people have broken their promises to me. Some still consistently do it.  don’t know why i even bother to believe their promises even though they’ve broken a thousand already. Maybe I’m just an ignorant girl who still hopes that someday, these people would really change and for once, hold on to their promises. People change. I know that. It’s just that it’s hard and tiresome to always believe in everything they say, pray that it’s true when eventually, they’ll just slap it on your face with a big “I’m stupid” mark on your forehead. You’ll end up getting hurt but after some time, you go believe once again. It’s foolish ’cause that’s all you do. Why? because you love these people. You don’t want them to go. Neither do you want to leave them behind. Maybe that’s why you can tolerate being the “stupid” girl you’ll always be. Sad, but true. Then again, you just have to be ok with that.. there’s nothing else you can do, ’cause you’re trapped.

I’m really sad right now. But I have to be ok with it. There’s nothing else I can do.