Sorry. just had to let this out.. if anyone gets mad, bahala kayo. this is what i feel. may magagawa ba kayo? at alam kong naagaw ka.. kahit ano pang explanation sabihin nyo. dahil yun ang lumabas.. Kaya lang naman nawala feelings niya sakin kasi may nagpaparamdam na iba eh.. At nagustuhan naman ng taong madaling impluwensyahan.. You played with my feelings.. oh YES you DID.. don’t deny it.. You made me believe a lie..
Held back? She was FREQUENTLY going to your house. Kayong dalawa lang magkasama, God knows what you’re doing. And I didn’t know about this.. How do you explain that? You said she’s always there for you? Kasi siya lang nilalapitan mo. You never asked me for help. I CAN be there for you. I can give you MORE than she can. (Except for one thing and you know why. I’m saving it. Ok, ONE thing that MAYBE she can give you that I can’t. But everything else, I can.) bahala na si God. Next time I get a boyfriend, wala nang pakila-kilala. baka maagaw nanaman pag nagkaproblema ulit.. baka hindi nanaman malagpasan ang problema. Instead na maayos, may makakuha pang iba… SA’KIN LANG YUN! And next time, I’ll make sure his love is pure and true.. Hindi lang superficial.. And when I SAY I’m SURE na ako lang, yung totoo na. hindi yung naniniwala pala ako sa lie.. Para naman hindi ako mapahiya sa mga kaibigan ko. Siguradong-sigurado pa naman ako tapos mali naman pala.. So they were right.. Binalaan na nila ako eh. hindi ako nakinig. masyado kasing makulit ito (pointing to heart): nagmamagaling, tanga naman pala.. Tapos ayun, napalitan na ako sa barkada. They’re more interested with making him happy than me… Hay naku, next time talaga, isang pakilala lang (just ’cause they’re my barkada), hindi ko na pasasamahin sa lakad ko. lalung-lalo na pag wala ako. kaya nga nagkaganito kasi lagi akong wala. Laging siya ang kasama.. aking akin lang yung magiging next bf ko.. call me selfish pero naniniguro lang… AYAW ko na maulit noh.. ang SAKIT eh.. sobra. Baka next time mangyari yun, mamatay na ako ng literal (wag naman sana).. Haaayyyy, lalong lumalala sakit ko nito eh.. malnourished na tuloy ako.. hahaha…promise! hindi ako nagdadrama..
DON’T MESS WITH MY LOVE (M2M, year 2000)
I thought you were a friend of mine but I was wrong
You tried to fit into the arms where I belong
You moved right in behind my back
Everyone knows friends don’t do that
I thought you were somebody I could trust
You always said you were happy for us
How could you go and break my heart?
When you knew all along he was mine from the start
He is everything to me
And you know we’re meant to be
He’s my baby
Don’t mess with my love
Take everything I own
Ooh just leave that boy alone
He’s my baby
Don’t mess with my
Mess with my love
Don’t mess with my love
You came right over and looked in my eyes
You said the stories were rumors and lies
And I wish I could believe in you
But I’m sorry to say he told me the truth
He is everything to me
And you know we’re meant to be
He’s my baby
Don’t mess with my love
Take everything I own
Ooh just leave that boy alone
He’s my baby
Don’t mess with my
Mess with my love
Don’t mess with my love
[BRIDGE]
Friends don’t do what you do
There’s no excuse
I’m so confused
I thought you cared about me
But now I see
All you care about is you
He is everything to me
And you know we’re meant to be
He’s my baby
Don’t mess with my love
Take everything I own
Ooh just leave that boy alone
He’s my baby
Don’t mess with my
Mess with my love
Don’t mess with my love
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