This will be the last
I promise. this will be the last i’ll keep this bitterness mode public. I will be ok. A new year is coming. I’ll find my prince. Maybe not next year. But I’ll patiently wait. Every boy wants to be a girl’s first, every girl wants to be the boy’s last. When I find him, I hope I will be the last girl he will love and he will be mine. I hope the next boy will stay with me forever. Keep his promises and won’t ever let me go.. Whoever you are or wherever you are right now.. I love you. Please find your way to me..
Last song.. I promise.. I will get over you, Chris. Give me a few. I can do this and everyone will be happy.. Good luck. I wish you all the best.. I’m here if you need help… as a friend.. I love you my buddy.. 
Bye..
UNTIL I GET OVER YOU (Christina Millan)
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name
[Chorus]
The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way it’s gotta be,
’til I get over you
[Verse 2]
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can’t escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here
[Bridge]
When will this river of tears stop fallin’
Where can I run so I won’t feel alone
Can’t walk away when the pain keeps callin’
I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go
